Okay was strongly thinking about some things the last few days, and please no one take this in the wrong way I understand my DA peeps have things going on, and very busy these days anymore *sighs* here it goes.

1. Feeling no one even likes my art anymore, and no matter how I feel good about my works. In addition, also the real things that happened if anyone is getting false rumors about me to make the story clear.

2. A messenger thing that's been bugging the crap out of me for a long time.

Okay for the #1 thing, know it may seem I've pulled away from sonic art, I've havn't been getting into some other artworks seems like the comments are less the favs are barely nothing anymore. Brings myself esteem down very much. Push myself harder same result. Still thinks some people are spreading the false rumors again about me so here is the truth wish people could just note me to get the real side of the story. Not going to put everyone through this just note me or instant message, and will be happy to tell you the real story not some others lies to bring my name down!

2. Okay MSN, yahoo, aim, ICQ the fun having DA peeps add you, and make great friends! It makes anyone feel good right? Me too yes, but lately no something is bugging the crap out of me; I do apologize, but need to get this out to feel better.

Okay I have a lot of people on my instant messenger, I get busy we all do not a crime. Nevertheless, if you going to add someone be a little decent once in awhile to still acknowledge who they are message them once in awhile mean you added me in the first place I accept all DA peeps to my messenger.

It takes two to, Istant Message someone once in awhile seems like my luck it is only me that is nice enough to say hey how's it going In addition, if your busy no need to jump down my neck or run offline just put busy on your status if your shown available how am I suppose to know?

Not my fault also it can cram your list up with unwanted contacts! I began to wonder okay who no longer wants to be a contact who does? Then you think to clean up or wait? Well have about two hundred on my MSN, and just say to myself ok do not do anything yet.

Furthermore, also if you plan on adding me, please note me on why because I had some in the past add me, one min yayyy hey, love your art lets be contacts. Then get this one day below.

Me: Hey, how's it going been awhile
The DA user that added me: "CAN'T YOU SEE I AM BUSY LEAVE ME BE!!!!!! D:"
Me: Okay
The DA user that added me: "Whoever" appears to be offline. Messages you send will be delivered when they sign in.

>_< Now I cannot see if your busy unless you use the busy icon again no need to jump me! Go offline if you are very busy, and do not want bothered no offence to anyone again sorry. Seen people stay online all day, I message bam get the above does not feel to good does it, and you wouldn't want someone to do that to you as I always say below.

Treat those the way you want to be treated!

I take some time to; instant message people sometimes to show hey, I acknowledge you been awhile not to have someone jumping down my throat now peeps not everyone is like this on my list, and have a great time most days, but this just was eating at me so again my apologias.

Other than that my Birthday is in three days!!!!!!! May 1ST and, will start working on those requests with your character in my fantasy art that's it for now need to go to work on some things on my server take care, and again sorry for once again another novel.

Want to be in my deviantart family & friend just ask.

P.S. You having a bad day want to get things off your chest feel free to IM me, or NOTE me
P.S.S again if my messenger status says busy please feel free to message me.